Chapter 1282: Not Competing Nor Taking the Initiative

nd Kou Dan are in another. 。“I’m fine” 。"KODAN was the first to respond, because her fight with Qin Jingwen was actually just a joke, she didn't use any strength at all >>> 。"I'm fine too" 。This resp...Qin Jingwen accompanied Ban Yue until noon. Ban Yue showed some improvement. Just then, there was something at the police station that Qin Jingwen had to attend to, so she could only entrust her child to the nanny and went to the police station. 。When Qin Jingwen finished her own business, it was already past three in the afternoon. At this time, Kou Dan hadn't gotten off work yet, so Qin Jingwen went to find him. 。... Koudan's office ... 。"Officer Li, you're here too" Qin Jingwen pushed open the door and before she could see Kou Dan, she saw Officer Li first, so she greeted him. 。"Well, come over and consult about something." Let me know if you'd like me to translate anything else!。Officer Li has also been here for a while, and he's almost finished asking what he wanted to ask. 。Seeing Qin Jingwen come in, he didn't want to disturb them. 。"You guys chat first, I'll go back and take advantage of the heat to see if I can get some results." 。Officer Li said and walked away, when he was almost at the door, he stopped his steps, turned around, 。"Officer Qin, the person who killed Song Wei has been sentenced to death and it should be carried out next month." 。" Officer Li suddenly thought of this matter and thought it was necessary to tell Qin Jingwen. 。"Isn't there any doubt If he were sentenced to death, then those behind him wouldn't be found out." 。“Qin Jingwen said with a hint of worry. ” 。Although she hasn't mentioned this for a long time, she has been keeping an eye on it. 。After all, they all suspect that there is another reason behind Song Wei's death. 。We should have some time, he won't give up and will appeal again. 。Don't worry about this matter, I will investigate it thoroughly after I finish these few days of work. 。When I submit the application for formal investigation, he will not be executed for the time being. 。We still have time to continue the investigation. 。Officer Li reassured Qin Jingwen, saying that this case was something she had asked him to handle, and he would definitely help. 。Okay, then I'll trouble you. 。If you need help then, just call me. 。Only then did Qin Jingwen feel relieved. She had always suspected Song Wei's death. 。What's important now is that her family's company is involved again, Qin Jingwen wants to know more. 。"No need to be so polite, you guys chat first, I'll get going." 。This time, Officer Li left. There were only Kou Dan and Qin Jingwen left in the office. 。"Are there still doubts about Song Wei's case" This time, Kou Dan had a chance to ask. 。"Well, after all, he died too suddenly. " 。And I'm not the only one who suspects that, Chi Ju also thinks the case is not simple. 。Qin Jingwen's doubts were a feeling, while Chi Chuan's doubts were professional, so Qin Jingwen wanted to figure things out more. 。Then let's investigate, anyway Officer Li's interference can't be carried out immediately. 。Compared to Qin Jingwen's suspicion, Kou Dan also believed in Chi Chuan's professionalism. 。She has followed Chi Chuan for so many years, she knows better than anyone what kind of investigative abilities he possesses. 。Only when Chi Chuan suspects something is it based on facts, it just takes time and experience to uncover the truth. 。"Well, no rush" 。"And you, how do you plan to spend these three months" 。"Should we try to make a move" Qin Jingwen changed the subject. The reason she came to talk to Kou Dan was to get some gossip, specifically about Kou Dan and Chi Chuan's relationship. 。"What are we striving for" Kou Dan seemed to understand but not fully, confirming. 。"Having worked here for three months, seeing Chief Li every day, you wouldn't want to fight for your own love, would you" 。Qin Jingwen knew that Ke Dan was pretending to be confused, her meaning Ke Dan understood very clearly, she just didn't want to face it directly. 。This time Qin Jingwen spoke plainly, and Kou Dan couldn't avoid it. 。"No longer striving, nor taking the initiative" 。I've been striving for this for so many years, and if we are destined to be together, it should be him who makes the effort. 。After so many years of hard work, I didn't get anything in return. It's really ridiculous! 。Before she said these words, Kou Dan had already been shaking her head, which proved that she had given up trying to argue. 。She truly still loves Chikawa. That's an undeniable fact. 。But she wouldn't foolishly try to compete or follow. 。Let things take their course. 。When I agreed to stay, I had already made up my mind that I would work hard for these three months. 。As for love, I'll stay put. If he's interested, he'll come to me. If not, I won't force it. 。" Koudan adjusted her mindset to the best, although sometimes she couldn't control it well, but the overall direction was clear. 。She stood there waiting for Chikawa. If Chikawa didn't come towards her, when the three-month deadline was up she would turn and leave that spot. 。"Three months later, if you haven't made any progress, will you leave" Qin Jingwen inquired. 。“Yes, we still have to leave.” 。I need to leave him if I want to start my life over, if I want to begin a new one. 。Working alongside him every day, seeing him all the time, I estimate that I will never forget him in my lifetime. 。I don't want to torture myself, and I don't want to be trapped by love for my whole life. 。" Kourudan understood this clearly, and she had also prepared her own way out. 。However, all of this is enough to prove that she doesn't have faith in Chikawa and doesn't have much hope for her future with him. 。"You are still so carefree, you can come back when you say so, and leave when you say so, without any attachment or burden. " 。“ Qin Jingwen envied Ke Dandang, wondering when she could be as carefree as him, able to make a choice she liked without considering the consequences. ”

“You can too, it all depends on how you think and whether you can let go of the things that hold you back.” 。"

"Winnie, actually you have a lot on your mind. There are many things... no, I should correct myself, it's not that there are many things, it's that all the things don't need to waste too much of our energy " 。"It's unnecessary to dwell on past events, and there's no need to worry about things that haven't happened yet." 。We only live in the present. Enjoy each day and be healthy, that's what matters most. 。"Love is like that too, what's mine will come naturally, and I won't force anything on anyone who isn't meant to be." 。"Kou Dan learned a lesson for herself and hoped that Qin Jingwen could think about it carefully as well. 。Qin Jingwen's heart was weighed down with too many thoughts. Even if she wasn't a psychology major, it was obvious to see. 。Living like this is too tiring, and if you live for a long time, you'll be oppressed and won't feel the joy of life. 。What's the point of living like this 。"Well, hearing your words is like reading ten years' worth of books. I should definitely think about what you said." 。"You must live a very carefree life with that attitude. Whether it's love or life, everything goes with the flow to live a happy and joyful life. " 。“

It's easier said than done to put lofty ideals into practice, even harder than reaching the heavens.

Maybe KODAN can be so carefree because she hasn't experienced the things that I have. 。Few people encounter these kinds of things with her, and even fewer can bear them. 。There are probably only a few who have survived all of this. 。Since her parents passed away, she has been carrying the weight of responsibility and hasn't had a chance to truly breathe or enjoy a single day. 。 exhausted, both physically and mentally 。

Qin Jingwen was so exhausted that she wanted to escape, to give up, to leave this world.

If she didn't have responsibilities to shoulder, she probably would have vanished without a trace long ago. 。As for love, Qin Jingwen couldn't let go but didn't dare to have any expectations. 。As Coco Chanel said, the past is the past. There's no point in expecting any future. 。After Qin Jing and Kou Dan chatted for a while, she went home to take care of Ban Yue. When she got back home, Qiao Zi Xuan had already returned from school, and Ban Yue seemed more energetic than before. 。"You look like you're better now" Qin Jing asked softly. 。"Mom, I look much better, but I don't have any strength. " 。Half Moon thinks that only her mental state is good, and her body has not yet recovered to normal. 。"Well then, let's have a nice dinner tonight to replenish our energy." 。"What would you like to eat, Mommy will cook for you 。" It's been a long time since I've made anything for the kids to eat. Today, I have some time and Qiao Shunchen isn't around. 。Let them, mother and child, enjoy some warm time together. 。"I want to eat..."Just as Ban Yue was thinking, Qin Jingwen's cell phone rang. 。Qin Jingwen walked to the tea table and glanced at her phone, showing a hint of helplessness. 。"It's been half a month, don't worry" 。Qin Jingwen picked up the phone and before the other party could speak, she immediately reported on the situation of the past half month. It goes without saying that the person on the other end of the line must be Qiao Shunchen. 。Then let's go out for dinner together tonight. 。"

Joseph's voice wasn't as ruthless as last night. He didn't know if Qin Jingwen's actions last night had scared him or because he was going to have dinner with Qin Jingwen, anyway, he couldn't find the reason himself >>> 。"You have a business appointment, don't you Why are you going out for dinner" "Just do your own thing. I've already started preparing dinner for the kids." 。“ Qin Jingwen’s subtle refusal, and Qiao Shunchen truly had no mood to sit together for a meal. 。If not for the two children beside her, she probably wouldn't have spoken with such a submissive tone. 。"Mom, is Dad going out to eat" Half Moon's ears perked up and she heard what Mom said. 。She wants to go out to eat with her family. She wants to be with her mom. 。Such opportunities may not come again in the future, but if they are right in front of us, we must seize the opportunity. 。"Ah, father..." Qin Jingwen was about to explain, but Qiao Shunchen spoke first. 。"Give the phone to Ban Yue" 。Qin Jingwen regretted it, regretting that she had spoken carelessly and was heard by Ban Yue. 。But there was no other way at the moment, so I had to give the phone to Ban Yue. 。"Daddy wants to speak with you" 。"

Half Moon happily took the phone call

" 。“Dad, my illness is almost gone, but I still don't have the energy ” 。"If you have time tonight, we could grab some good food to replenish our energy, wouldn't that be nice"

Half Moon didn't care what her dad had to say; she stated her own request first.

"Okay, Dad's calling to go out for dinner together." 。" Dad booked the restaurant, told Mom and brother to get ready, Dad will pick you up. " 。 Qiao Shunchen knew that Ban Yue would cooperate with him, and he also knew that Ban Yue could persuade Qin Jingwen. 。"Okay, Dad. We'll get ready right away." 。"

Ban Yue was delighted to answer the phone, and happily hung up afterwards.

" 。She easily won this opportunity, feeling good and her illness naturally improved a lot. 。"Mommy, Daddy, let's get ready, they'll be back to take us out for dinner later." 。"Half-Moon relayed Dad's words to Mom, making Qin Jingwen even more distressed. " 。"For half a month, Mom and Dad's relationship has not been suitable to eat together anymore. 。 。"Auntie-grandmother is also a patient who hasn't recovered yet, needing Mom to take care of her. " 。"Qin Jingwen carefully found reasons for herself to avoid it. She spoke in depth for fear that the child couldn't accept it, and she spoke lightly for fear that the child wouldn't adopt it. 。Under this kind of relationship, communication is really difficult. 。 >had just come to an end and she was preparing to go to the restaurant for dinner when she received a message from Song Yiren. 。When she saw Song Yien wanting her to help choose a burial site, her whol...